Honestly, I had my doubts about NLCSO (National Leadership Conference for State Officers). Having had so much fun at BLAST Off, I didn’t see how could this be much better. So, I was a little worried. But with the encouragement of others and my teammates I went into the conference with an open mind towards whatever the week might hold.
I quickly learned that I would be hiking up the side of a mountain to start off my week at NLCSO. You have to understand that I am not a good hiker at all, so I knew from the start that this was going to be interesting. This was also one of the steepest mountains that I had ever seen, let alone climb. I started off the hike with little faith in myself. The thoughts running through my head were that I was never going to be able to do it. There was no way I would make it to the top. The mind game had already started. The more tired I got the louder the voices in my head got. But then it hit me. Why would I let myself quit? Why would I let the doubt in my head win? I was stronger than my thoughts. So I fought just as a warrior does. Every time I felt too tired to continue I told myself not to give up but to keep going. I knew that if I could win this battle in my head then I could overcome any challenges that I would face this coming year.
As they say, “Slow and steady wins the race”. I did eventually make it to the top of the mountain that day and boy am I glad I did. The sight was so worth it! That day taught me a lot. Every fear that I have ever had was shot down that day. I was stronger then my fears, I was stronger than giving up and I was stronger than taking the easy way out. It was a reminder that whatever comes my way this year and years to come I would be able to conquer it. I am so thankful for that hike and what it taught me!
NLCSO taught me many more things. Conflict has been something I tend to fear. I like to avoid it as much as possible. But at NLCSO I was taught that conflict is not a bad thing. Conflict is going to make my team stronger this year. Conflict is the result of passion.
So I can say that I had a totally amazing time at NLCSO! I met some amazing state officers from all over (West Virginia, Maryland, Delaware, New Jersey and Puerto Rico) and spent time with two outstanding national officers (Wyatt Dejong and James Flatt). I had the opportunity to hike up Seneca Rocks, see the beauty of Black Water Falls, take a ride on a ski lift in the middle of the summer and hear our FFA opening ceremony in Spanish. As a team we had a memorable moment as our theme for the year was created, IGNITE THE POWER!
Sometimes when you think you know how something is going to turn out it often happens quite the opposite. I am so glad that’s what happened at NLCSO.